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[26 May 2009|10:08pm] |
i have a new blog.
http://tinkertiph.blogspot.com/
i like it.
i needed a new space.
i think ill even post there more.
yes i will still check on you guys but other than that. im gone.
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| the weekend. sort of. not really. |
[24 May 2009|07:18pm] |
my brain and my heart need to come together. its really pissing me off.
i wish i could shut off one or the other. or like switch between the two and not have a worry in the world. or even better (which i know i'm not ready for) is have them just have the same conclusion.
fuck.
i had fun at the convention, which i could of gotten some ink. oh well, its all in due time. i'm going to Idaho soon! hopefully! i hung out with this girl kassie all weekend and i fucking love her! she is awesome!her birthday is july 27th and they want me to fly up there as long as i find a fake i'ld...which might happen. i hope.
they asked me to move up there with them. but it was just a suggestion, figured i might as well check it out. maybe this is the opportunity i've been waiting for. just maybe.
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[19 May 2009|10:22pm] |
This week has been very crowded.
Basically since Friday really. I got into a car wreck. Damaging the left headlight and my hood. It was dumb. Uber dumb. But because of the situation, my deductible is only 250 vs. 1000. which is freaking sweet.
Saturday I worked most of the day. Went to a party where I met this cool dude but definetly not my type. He fed me whiskey all night, how can he how be a cool dude. He liked my attitude. Im figuring he just wanted to get with me. But I doubt it also in the same sense, because when i told him i was leaving he actually got my number. And has tried flirting with me, but once again, not my type.
Sunday was the hair show. I had to wake up at 11 to be at my appt at noon. Such a long day, i was at the mall for a good 7 hours. bleh. i bought this sexy/casual shirt and its purple matching my newly purple hair! I love my hair. I was the model for the fashion forecast, aka summer. i have this bitch'n short hair cut that is really surfer/beach girl. BUT the twist is the awesomely awesome purple ALL over my hurr. AJ was there too. It was really nice spending some good quality time with him. We have gotten a lot closer again which is great because he is a really cool cat. Also he has time for his friends now that he isnt in ATL anymore. neither is jonathon btw. AJ drove to the apartment where we hung out with kurt. I didnt have any plans for the weekend because i thought the presentation was going to take longer. AJ left so, Fluffy/kurt, Yoshi/Josh, and I made some mean hamburgers. yum....
Yesterday/Monday I had work at the office and it was uber long and uber boring. Dr. Massey wasnt too fond of my hair, but i dont really care. Im leaving in less than two weeks anyways. Last night was the grand opening for the Artillery Tattoo Studio under the meridian. So I had to go! Well and Jonathon's band was goign to play there but that didn't happen due to the break up. I met a lot of cool people. We ended up just partying out in the parking lot. Bunches of people, tons. The bands were gay, but that was really worth. This guy Sam that works at TBA was really cool. He is comical, really easy to mess around with EXCEPT for the fact I totally hit him in the balls with AJ's heavy truck door. It was suppose to just scare him, but instead SMACK everywhere. I felt horrible, I jumped out of the car and like hugged him and apologized! it was still funny to me. i wont lie. Morgan too. lol. He was really sweet about it, and kept a real nice conversation up. Great guy. BUT later he came at me to hug or goof off or something and i sort of dropped/tripped him into the pool table where he got this uber big knot in the back of his head. i felt horrible. Everyone knew about it too. it was hilariously awkward. But he was sweet once again. I was definitly flirting with. Oh well, i only live once.
Today work work work.meh.
i met a lot of great people last night, and I cant wait for the Body art expo this weekend. Im super stoked. I cant wait to meet some artist. I have so many i want to just see in person. I met Shawn Booth yesterday and Shorty. Fairly freaking awesome.
and i may get some ink this weekend :)
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| King of the Hill |
[07 May 2009|09:33pm] |
i went swimming today at my apartment. it was wonderful, the cool breeze killed it for us. but the breeze in itself was nice.
im still really conflicted about the whole guy thing. i like him, but i care about jonathon's opinion too much. and i dont know if i am really ready for a relationship. only time can tell.
work for dr massey ends on the 28th. im super stoked, full time at aaron brothers. a different lifestyle is about to start.
my apartment is awesome. once i get more decor up i will post pics.
you all must see it.
my roommates are awesome, fluffy carries me to bed almost every night. we could our "family" dinner for the first time last night, pretty proud of us. chicken and rice with veggie mix. yum yum bubble gum.
i ruined dinner, but purely not my fault. i went to look at a recipe idea on the noodle package and realized the noodles were expired. the catch is the noodles wrapped around cheese, the noodles were fine but the cheese wasnt. i ate some of them while they cooked.
my cat isnt doing too hot. she is on and off about her feelings with the roomies. she better adjust quick style. stuff will get ugly.
my phone rang along time ago, must see who it was.
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[30 Apr 2009|10:02pm] |
packing time, yay!
i have too many clothes!
weeee!
im super excited!
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[28 Apr 2009|11:19pm] |
im eating chicken fried steak with breakfast gravy.
what a life.
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[27 Apr 2009|04:41pm] |
EITHER TODAY OR TOMORROW I WILL FIND OUT IF WE GOT THE APARTMENT.
I SURELY HOPE SO. IM GOING TO LOVE LIVING WITH YOSHI AND FLUFFY. THEYVE ALWAYS BEEN GOOD FRIENDS SO THERE ARE NO DOUBTS IN MY MIND. ITS THE WOODRIDGE APARTMENTS OFF OF SAWDUST. TWO BEDROOM, BUT WITH THREE OF US. FLUFFY WANTED TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH, CHEAPER FOR US! HELL YEAH!
IF THE APARTMENT DOES GO THROUGH, WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A HOUSEWARMING GET TOGETHER SOMETIME IN THE NEXT MONTH. AFTER WE GET ADJUSTED AND WHAT NOT.
IM GOING TO WORK MY BOOTY OFF, MY BILLS LAY AT 554 A MONTH. NOT TOO BAD. 254 FOR MY CAR, 300 FOR THE APARTMENT. PRETTY SWEET DEAL. ILL HOPEFULLY BE WORKING FULL TIME AT AARON BROTHERS SOON AND GET A RAISE AND JUST HAVE MONEY TO BLOW. BUT I REALLY WANT TO JUST SAVE UP.
SUPER STOKED.
OH, MY PAPER IS AWESOME, MY PROJECT WILL BE AWESOME AND MY MATH HOMEWORK HATES ME.
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| PERCEPTION IS ONLY YOURS |
[27 Apr 2009|02:27am] |
FIGURING OUT LIFE IS NOT THE WAY TO GO. LIVING LIFE IS. EACH DAY I BEGIN IS A NEW LIFE FOR ME AND I WANT THAT IDEA TO COME NATURALLY TO ME BUT FOR NOW ILL JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF.
WHEN I WAS AT THE BEACH WITH AJ, I BROUGHT UP THE IDEA THAT IN A PREVIOUS LIFE I WAS A BIRD, AND THIS LIFE HAS TORTURED ME BECAUSE ALL I WANT TO DO IS FLY BUT I CANT. IM GLAD SOMEONE CAN UNDERSTAND THAT IDEA WITH ME.
WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT, ILL REACH MY ENLIGHTENMENT. THE WORLD WILL NO LONGER SPIN AND INSTEAD FLY.
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| I need to write my life down more. |
[06 Apr 2009|11:00pm] |
Today, starting today, i will post more.
I woke up this morning in a decent mood, no bad juices running in my veins. I was nervous all day about my interview at Aaron Brother's. It was at five thirty today and I even left work a few minutes early to make sure I got there in time. Jen, the manager, was really awesome and upbeat. She basically told me I start out at $7.50 and on June 10th I'll get a dollar or so raise. SUPER EXCITED! I'll be in training to be a key holder/lead until then. The hours I get, are basically whatever I want. And every other weekend off. BAD ASS!! Every other Sunday I'll work at 9:30pm to midnight or so to unload a truck. Which I am totally okay with because it means more money.
I had to take a personality test and before I took it Jen told me to be careful on the marijuana questions! how hilarious is that!
All I have to do now, is wait for the results of the test and get my background checked.
WHOOP!
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[20 Mar 2009|12:19am] |
i'm confused...
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[01 Mar 2009|07:36pm] |
well let us say, i had a good weekend.
a good week to come.
im still tired but oh well.
a good past week.
A wonderful time.
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[25 Feb 2009|03:44pm] |
everything is surreal.
people are worried.
but we are facing our lives.
binge drinking and getting no sleep.
this usually never happens.
lets make a party out of everyday of the week.
im happy.
youre happy.
we are happy.
or is it all a lie?
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[23 Feb 2009|01:14am] |
im passed due.
but im making up for it.
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[15 Feb 2009|01:05pm] |
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sammy took me out to a nice dinner and we saw the reader, which was awesome. he is a sweet boyfriend
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| What I like |
[11 Feb 2009|02:20pm] |
Movies
i find so much art and beauty in some, they are masterful and endearing, no matter what the plot/story.
the Sky
The heavens above, the movement of the earth, the rain, the clouds, the snow, the sun. all so powerful and beautiful
religion
such a questioning thing, soo much to consider, so much to understand, its a history with a mystery.
birds
they know their roles, they adapt, they fly, they rest, they are maternal, they fight for their food
math
its honest.
1940's
such a beautiful period for culutre and fashion.
Civil War
battle! blood shed! victory! defeat! a true experience for life and understanding.
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[10 Feb 2009|09:12pm] |
lets see.
ive got nothing.
nothing.
nuffin.
nada.
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[06 Jan 2009|11:56pm] |
Monday, January the 5th, my sister had a baby girl!
six pounds, six ounces.
beautiful.
I'm so blasted tired.
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[30 Dec 2008|04:23pm] |
Ive decided to write a novel.
I am putting my poetry to rest,
well aside, because i know i can't avoid it.
I've written a few pages and I love them.
Even if, when I finish, I can't get it published i will know i accomplished something.
Maybe this will help.
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[18 Dec 2008|04:38pm] |
Everything in life as on now is completely confusing. I can't handle all the mixed feelings for my future. I don't know where I want to start, and I don't know where I want to end up. Presumebly, I can't even decide if I want to be happy. Or even what happy is. The memory of feelings that I recall, help me through this past few weeks and they give me the coverpage to the feelings I have presently. My mind is completely set on school and it is focusing magnifecently. But because of that I have put so much thought into my future school career and have driven myself into an oblivion.
Sammy and I are going well. He has been pretty good with my emotional confusion but I know he doesn't like it. We have been together over two years now and it seems like a lifetime. We need change, well at least I do. I want him to be apart of that change. I have put myself in the position to be stuck here for a while.
I miss my friends. I miss them terribly. I want girl's night and a good party. I know I am the only one to blame for it because I accidentally drove myself away. I regret it terribly.
I find myself growing up more and more everyday, I hate it.
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